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It has come to my attention that the HairyKnuckle continues to read this here blog. I wonder whether it serves as satisfying for her crazy needs or just angers her even more.

What could she possibly gain from reading my thoughts, feelings and opinions? Does she want to be my friend?

I would probably not have known had she not slipped up at family court, accusing me of emailing her on a subject which was in fact a blogpost. Hahahaha!

And I then thought about it and personally just don’t think its healthy for her to read my blog. It can only make her sad, angry or jealous. Cos I may be many things and even though there are sad moments or difficult times, I am always awesome..

Have yourself a fabulously Sexy Monday !!!

xoxoxox

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My feelings towards my scale…

*sigh*

But thats ok.. I have put it in the cupboard till it is ready to be nice …

Have a sexy weekend everyone !!  I know I will

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Yesterday saw me entering into battle with the gym instructor whilst I was informed how much fun it was to roll on the ground and keep those KNEES up!! Sound porno, right?

I wish.. I think a porno would have been less stressfull and exhausting.

Today I walk slooowly.. and carefully with my gym bag in the boot ready to be abused once more by the super buffed and insane personal trainers.

In other extremely AWESOME news!!! SexyG has had ALL his parental rights re-enforced at the family advocates meeting yesterday (as it should be) much to the upsetness of the Knuckle..she tried to shout her way out of the situation and in return had her ass handed to her. The reality is this, children have the right to see and be loved by both parents, unless the parent in question is abusive or neglectful and in such cases the access will be monitored.

Good Fathers and loving Fathers should never be denied access. EVER. I am always horrified when children are used as pawns. I am by no means a perfect mom, but I have never considered my boys as a bargaining tool.If you know someone who is battling with this or would like more info, then email me.

xoxoxox

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It is Monday, and I am battling the kneejerk reaction to tell everyone to eff off and come back tomorrow

Started off with me waking late.. and will end off with me in pain on the couch as I recover from my first training session of the year…

And in the middle?? In the middle of it all I have to engage in crazy with the knuckle as SexyG attempts once more to gain access to see his kids.

Sounds like a fun day, right?!

Stay awesome, send me leghumps.. chat laters

xoxox

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Happy Friday..

Have a super weekend and I will see you here bright and sparky on Monday morning

xoxox

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These shoes require no words..because they speak for themselves.

And what they are saying is…. “Briget must have me right away!”

*koff-koff* size 8..

xoxox

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Happy Friday everyone!

See you Monday

xoxox

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So yesterday I got sent a link on my BBM. There were no words attached and there was no warning.

Turns out. There are actually no words for it. It would seem that our little corner of the world is way more fucked up than originally thought.

In other news, the americans plan to censor the crap outta the interwebs. Hahahaha!! they are such assholes!

Sign here and tell them to fuck off –> http://americancensorship.org/

xoxox

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Oh FFS, I know I promised to be polite today but I am doing all my prep for the weeks ahead and I see the document peeking from under the pile of work and my mind immediately explodes in expletives because I have to deal with HER again..

Who is this anger inducing Fucktard??, you may ask.. and I am hesitant to name her for fear that she may somehow ‘power up’ as a result.

It has been a very very long road for us with regards to access with the girls.  It has been over a year now that SexyG has even been allowed to fetch his daughters for a weekend. I often wonder what the girls must be thinking, just how much they know about the story. Do they know that every time we try to pick them up that the answer is No? Do they even know that the question is asked?

I certainly do hope she tells them of the hundreds of occasions SexyG has tried to see them, but then she will need to tell them she said no and explain to them why. So somehow I doubt it. How sad it must be for them if she allows them to believe their Dad doesn’t try to see them. How sad indeed.

*sigh*

And here I sit, knowing that more crap has to surface as we give it another go. I know he will be wearing his heart on his sleeve one more time in the hopes that he can tickle, play with and hug  his ‘pumpkins’. I also know that he loves them. I just wish he was allowed to show them just how much.

So in a few weeks he has a S21 workshop scheduled with her at the family advocate. We don’t know what to expect and are hoping for the best without trying to get our hopes up too high.

Obviously we don’t play the game of manipulation and deceit as well as her, so we shall just have to bring our Anti BullShit spray and decontaminate the scene when the need calls for it.

Please hold us in your thoughts as we battle with HairyKnuckle one more time.

xoxoxox

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Eeek, I awoke in a cold sweat this morning .. Terrified! And as is always with a bad dream it took a few minutes to remember what had scared me so much.

I was horrified to discover that it was over my pack of highlighters on my office desk. I dreamt that I gave them away.. under duress, I might add. In my dreamstate I was panicking which colour to choose because I was only allowed to keep one and I couldnt decide which colour was my favourite. *facepalm*

FFS! Talk about being cruel.. lol!

Anyway I am very happy to report I still have all the colours on my desk..*whew*

xoxoxox

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