Pushing Past…


I am just pushing past it all..

Woke up with a heavy heart, did not know what, where and why.. Funny how that happens.

Then it hit me.

Gosh, isn’t it weird how my whole being has a memory of it’s own. As if my subconscious just plots along with all this info armed with a secret calendar that it uses to remind me of things past, defining moments and loss.

Asshole subconscious is obviously an asshole.

But No, not this time.  I am not allowing the sadness to pervade me today. Today I celebrate my love, life and will laugh in the wake of all that has been and march off towards what is and will be.