I am just pushing past it all..
Woke up with a heavy heart, did not know what, where and why.. Funny how that happens.
Then it hit me.
Gosh, isn’t it weird how my whole being has a memory of it’s own. As if my subconscious just plots along with all this info armed with a secret calendar that it uses to remind me of things past, defining moments and loss.
Asshole subconscious is obviously an asshole.
But No, not this time. I am not allowing the sadness to pervade me today. Today I celebrate my love, life and will laugh in the wake of all that has been and march off towards what is and will be.