Happy Thoughts…

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So with all the optimism of the New Year and a smile on my dial, I tackled the archiving of files and prepwork for the start of business on Monday. The prepwork is going GREAT guns.

I have sorted through so much and printed/filed/organised like a mad woman. 2013 is going to be 5 Stars! I can just feel it.

Now just to beat the hungry wolves growling at my door. Everyone seems to want to skin me alive. No one understands just how broke I am at the moment. LOL! All my buffering is buffered and my emergency is emergencied.

However, I am not waiting for any miracles to occur and money to magically fall from the heavens, I am not pleading with family members to give me money and I am not asking my friends for a loan.

What I am doing is working hard and just holding my breathe that eventually I will be able to say that I am financially surviving.

Appearances can sometimes be deceiving and just because I don’t run around telling all about my cash flow (or lack there of) does not mean I am not a victim of the economy.

So with a smile on my face I just go on.  There is no other choice. I have no other choice.

Just wish I could sometimes stop the wolves and say: “just fucking wait your turn, when I can..I will”.

But since I can not do that, I just smile and wave and put them all in a hat and then subsequently ignore the hat.

So far for me, the end of Jan is looking better, and end of Feb promises to be even better than that.. and by December I should be able to pick the Hat up and say: “Well, well.. no one left then?”

Till then—> Happy Thoughts to everyone…

xoxoxoxoxox