Belief, Love and a Spanner…


Even when it is dark.. I need to keep believing that tomorrow it will be better. Tomorrow it will be good.

When it feels like all our clients are out there to abuse us. That all our efforts are unappreciated. It can get very dark and very tough. And I need to dig extremely deep to remind myself of the true reality.

These are not important people in my life. They are a means to an end. And sometimes, I just need to ensure an end is where I put it.

I also just need to  keep counting my blessings every step of the way, reminding myself of the amazing people in my life, my friends, my family, my love.

So bear with me while I swear at the door or mumble obscenities at my keyboard. Ignore the tear streaked cheeks, pay no attention to my frown. It is momentary. Because I have LOVE. I have BEAUTIFUL children, I have a FABULOUS fiance, I have INCREDIBLE family and I have AMAZING friends. I am blessed. I am loved. And I love them in return.

The rest? They will be treated with the same disregard and disrespect as they display towards me and others. It is as simple as that.


P.S. I have put the Bobbejaan Spanner down now ..:P