Silent tears…

I sat on the edge of my bed this morning and cried….

  • I cried out of frustration.
  • I cried because I am angry.
  • I cried because I am sad.

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  • Why is she doing this?
  • Why is she lying?
  • Just how far is she willing to take this farce?
  • Just when does it end?

I wish I could just tell people what she has really been upto. But I dont want to create anymore unpleasantness and in time it will all come out anyway. No need for me to get any further involved in the insanity of her life.

In the meantime I sit on my bed, willing it all to end, hurting at the madness of it all, fulled with fury at her threats to my family.

Sometimes I am left at the mercy of my own silent tears. Not able to say what I am feeling but feeling it all in technicolour.

… lets hope tomorrow will be easier.

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7 Comments

  1. laura
    Jan 5, 2011

    This is such a sad post :cry:

    I am sorry that you are all going through this!!

    ((HUGS and LOVE))

  2. cassey
    Jan 5, 2011

    Hugs and I hope that karma kicks in soon, and gets the silly person.
    .-= cassey´s last blog ..The public holiday that was =-.

  3. A Daft Scots Lass
    Jan 5, 2011

    *beeg hugs*

  4. Jeanette Verster
    Jan 5, 2011

    ((hugs))

  5. davy
    Jan 6, 2011

    and this too shall pass.

    One day whe you talk about this it will be with laughter.

    I promise.

  6. Angel
    Jan 10, 2011

    My heart aches for you B. I wish there was something I could do to lighen your load.
    .-= Angel´s last blog ..A Bloggy “Pay-It-Forward” =-.

  7. Spear The Almighty
    Jan 11, 2011

    Not sure what is going on, but I hope you feel better soon.
    .-= Spear The Almighty´s last blog ..Stupid Facebook Users =-.

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