As I sit here…

I am now recounting the members of my family and even though I have recently been fortunate enough to welcome another awesome  member to my small family, and even though we know how much I cherish family, this was indeed the last straw and I can unfortunately not count you amongst them any longer.

Dont look shocked, don’t feign surprise, we both knew this was coming.

We both knew this was inevitable. Sad, though for everyone involved.

It is not like I didn’t try, It’s not like I wanted this.

But all those lies, all that bullshit, and repeated backstabbing.. *sigh*

Yes, as I sit here..

I think about things that have come and gone, of moments that were and will be no more..

I think about what has happened and my part in it, of your part in it..

I remember sharing with you, listening to you..

It has been real, it has been fun.. but.. the time for change is now.

Our time together will never be completely over, It will however be different.

I will be different, you will be different.. and the difference will be markedly so.

As I sit here..

I realise that we cannot go back, we can only remember..

And we will continue to love, laugh and live.. just not together.

I bid you farewell Dear Lady.. Yes, I bid you Adieu..