Hitting a wall..

You know that moment when you realise that no matter how hard you try to encourage understanding and reasonable behaviour it is just never going to happen?!? *sigh* He is a walking cliche, that record got stuck.. and he will always live for that song , playing over and over again in his head. He will never see the wood for the trees and yes, he will cut off his own nose just to spite his own face.. It feels almost like he will never except that I left him? As I sit here I can hear his words echo in my head… ” Who are you to leave me??!?  You are ugly, fat and nothing without me!” Very upsetting stuff.. How did I ever get invovled with him? Was I really that stupid? How did I last as long as I did anyway? I was sooooo blind to sooo much and when...