Wakefullness…

I woke up this morning at 5 again with a mind full of thoughts and no way to switch it off so that I can get sleep as warm and cuddly as the rest of the house.. Amongst the thoughts rambling through my over busy brain were memories and moments and for the most part I enjoy remembering moments in my life as my life has been exciting and fun and interesting .. But there has also been trauma and sadness and devastation.. And I went about calibrating and analysing these moments as only a person who overthinks everything will truly appreciate, I tried to organise my emotions and unfortunately wasnt able to do as well as I wouldve liked. The truly traumatic emotions kept crippling me. Even now, years later I cannot think of my mom without experiencing a quiver in my...