I used to think…
..that I was OK. That I was doing alright. That I had survived life and all it threw at me with ease. I used to think that not only have I dealt well with my lemons but that I should share my recipe for lemonade..
But this morning as I stood in the kitchen, looking at my kids, with the realisation of how close I had come to completely losing control it was evident that I am not OK.
Not.Even.Close.
… and for the sake of me and everyone around me. I think I need to deal with this. Now.
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You’ve done amazingly well at dealing with everything life throws you and I hope you’re just having a horrid couple of days, but remember, you’re loved and awesome and wonderful and no one is as cool as you!
*mwah*
.-= Tara´s last blog ..Apple shows their whiny little bitch side =-.
Ooer… sounds ominous B…
Strongs to you!! You’re in my thoughts and prayers!
Sounds like you need a (hug)! We do the best we can with what we have – be gentle on yourself.
You will be fine because you are an amazing woman. No one could be as wonderfull as you
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I have a young female friend who could do with some words of wisdom from you. She is a FB friend of the both of us and is trying to get rid of her own Ar*F*ck.
I luvie you!
Sorry to hear it B, do whatever you need to look after yourself.
((HUGS))
You will deal with it and you will be fine!
Thinking of you!
.-= Laura´s last blog ..Are we that sensitive =-.
Thank you for all the kind words.. I am working towards positively addressing things.. Easier said than done.. but nothing worthy is simple or easy is it?