I used to think…
October 27th, 2009

..that I was OK. That I was doing alright. That I had survived life and all it threw at me with ease. I used to think that not only have I dealt well with my lemons but that I should share my recipe for lemonade..

Anger

But this morning as I stood in the kitchen, looking at my kids, with the realisation of how close I had come to completely losing control it was evident that I am not OK.

Not.Even.Close.

… and for the sake of me and everyone around me. I think I need to deal with this. Now.

briget I used to think...

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9 Comments »

  1. You’ve done amazingly well at dealing with everything life throws you and I hope you’re just having a horrid couple of days, but remember, you’re loved and awesome and wonderful and no one is as cool as you!

    *mwah*
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    Comment by Tara — October 27, 2009 @ 7:37 am

  2. Ooer… sounds ominous B…

    Comment by Angel — October 27, 2009 @ 7:37 am

  3. Strongs to you!! You’re in my thoughts and prayers!

    Comment by Angel — October 27, 2009 @ 7:38 am

  4. Sounds like you need a (hug)! We do the best we can with what we have – be gentle on yourself.

    Comment by Barb — October 27, 2009 @ 12:28 pm

  5. You will be fine because you are an amazing woman. No one could be as wonderfull as you ;-)

    Comment by QueenG — October 27, 2009 @ 2:19 pm

  6. I have a young female friend who could do with some words of wisdom from you. She is a FB friend of the both of us and is trying to get rid of her own Ar*F*ck.

    I luvie you!

    Comment by Davy — October 27, 2009 @ 2:44 pm

  7. Sorry to hear it B, do whatever you need to look after yourself.

    Comment by po — October 27, 2009 @ 8:58 pm

  8. ((HUGS))

    You will deal with it and you will be fine!

    Thinking of you!
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    Comment by Laura — October 28, 2009 @ 6:53 pm

  9. Thank you for all the kind words.. I am working towards positively addressing things.. Easier said than done.. but nothing worthy is simple or easy is it?

    Comment by B — November 2, 2009 @ 6:13 am

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