To wake up crying..

.. is always the first indication that the sleep was troubled and you heart just wants to explode in pain and the only way your body knows how to compensate for the pressure build up is by making your eyes leak..

tears To wake up crying..

And the indicators were right… I had one of THE most awful dreams that as a mother I hope never ever – ever – ever – ever – ever comes true..because it is clear to me now more than ever that this is something I simply will not survive.

As many people may know, I am slightly overprotective of my boys.. and after last night.. I may just turn it up a few notches..

“I am very sorry my pumpkins.. Mommy is going to drown you with love and smother you with kisses. One day you will understand….”

*sigh* – just writing this has brought fresh tears to my eyes in memory of the pain I felt last night.

briget To wake up crying..

11 Comments

  1. Barb
    Oct 16, 2009

    hugs sounds like a horrid dream :sad:

  2. Goblin
    Oct 16, 2009

    *huggles*

    Sounds like one heck of a rought night :/
    .-= Goblin´s last blog ..I still love Captain Kirk =-.

  3. lowercase v
    Oct 16, 2009

    waking up crying, much like crying yourself to sleep, totally sucks.

  4. Gilz
    Oct 16, 2009

    Its disturbing having such vivid nightmares. They seem to affect you for days…
    .-= Gilz´s last blog ..My Recent Epiphany =-.

  5. Sally
    Oct 16, 2009

    oh no sounds like a heart breaking dream. I really hope the unsettled feeling passes soon
    .-= Sally´s last blog ..I have a dream =-.

  6. B
    Oct 16, 2009

    Thanks everyone.. as the day goes on I am able to feel better and less anguished.

  7. po
    Oct 16, 2009

    Sheesh poor you, that sounds awful. I’m glad I don’t dream!
    .-= po´s last blog ..Somewhere inbetween. =-.

  8. Wenchy
    Oct 17, 2009

    I can’t like the sound of that.

  9. Laura
    Oct 18, 2009

    Dreams like that are aweful :( Sorry!

    Sure the boys dont mind being smothered in love :)
    .-= Laura´s last blog ..Weekend Round Up =-.

  10. zola237
    Oct 19, 2009

    Know exactly how you feel when waking up to such dreams :sad:

  11. Angel
    Oct 21, 2009

    I have had dreams like that, though thank heavens not too often.

    [[[HUGS]]]

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