Spin Here …
I almost did it.. It sits here in the drafts folder ready to go but I will not be sending it out today..
I thought I was “OK” with it and that I had moved on and that it was just one of those things we as people have to deal with when surrounded by Idiots and Assholes. But when I woke up this morning in PURE ANGER I realised just how much I wasnt “OK” with it afterall.
So I had some coffee, did some breathing exercises and all sorts of Mojo enhancing techniques that I could muster without resorting to putting a hairdryer on the grass in my attempt to dehydrate the front lawn into a *dube*..
I then composed the email whereby I inform the party/parties concerned of how I have made copies of all their long forgotten secrets and not so forgotten secrets (I have a file on everyone dontcha know) and will be forwarding this information to everyone they know, may have known, and might want to know..
..But I stopped there..
What will I achieve with this? They will obviously incur shame at the thought that everyone knows about their sordid past and all the terribles that go with it and not to mention the attached visual aids that I will submit, but how will it help me? I may feel a little bit A LOT better for awhile but this is short-lived and then I am still going to feel betrayed and annoyed with them.
Bottom Line, They are Assholes.. And nothing I do or say will change this.
This knowledge does not make me less angry though, neither does it stop me from composing the email and prepare to unleash some demons.. But it does stop me from clicking “SEND“…for today at least.
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B, show us the folders. We’ll all point and laugh
.-= MsBehavn´s last blog ..Big feet, big ? =-.
MsBehan – I will show you mine.. If you show me yours
thats like saying we can look at the cake, we can sniff it, we can maybe have a lick but we can’t eat it…*huff*. We bloggers need our daily dose of gossip.
I have someone in my life like that…
I never blog about her or speak about her because she uses everything as ammunition even if it isn’t about her- but I have to keep reminding myself that no matter what, she’s not a grown-up and I can’t ever treat her like one.
.-= Angel ´s last blog ..An Odd Aspect Of TTC… =-.
Show me yours!! I have shown you mine, more than once, even while dancen, I NEED to see yours!!
AnyyyWaaay … make copies of folder (and send one to me for safe keeping), try and get as much corobarating evidence as possible, dates, times, events that were happening around that time, what other folk were doing and saying then, mabey embelish it a bit. Try get it in cronological order, current and past employers would love this info.
Gilz – Sorry about the total antiClimax on that one.. but who knows what may or may not slip out later on
Angel – What is it with some people that think they are THAT important that everything is about them anyway??
Davy – I will be making some copies for you and couriering it to you for safe keeping