Have you ever felt that somehow there is someone out there who is controlling events and you have no say?


I hate that.. I hate the feeling that I am only along for the ride. I hate the feeling of helplessness and I hate being told what to do.

I have never really bowed down to authority really well (you can ask any of my teachers) and will be found flipping the bird in defiance if anyone tries to tell me what I MUST do. It was obviously a difficult childhood for everyone concerned but all good things in life are those that don’t come easily.. :mrgreen:

Don’t get me wrong, I have in the past worked for big companies and understand the need to respect ones employer and when their is a paycheck involved, will always do what is expected of me…well…within reason of course. But I find it easier to work for myself..even if I am harder on me and expect more from me than any employer ever did.

I am stubborn yet understanding…

I will be your best mate but can bring you down in one fell swoop of my tongue if crossed..

I am a lover but can kick your ass if you hurt me..

I will share all my toys but will send you to jail if you try steal from me..

I am a strong person with a vulnerable heart..

I am all these things and YET I am.being.manipulated..


Bastards.. I can’t wait till the day they have kids.. THEN.. Then REVENGE will be mine!