Have you?

Have you?

Have you ever wanted something so badly? You had to convince yourself you already Have it, See it, Feel it, Touch it..almost?… Or not really? Do you wake up thinking of …‘What If’ ? Do dreams taunt you with things that may never be? How far are you willing to go?..How far ahead can you see? Do you look on at others yearning for just one teensy tiny bit? Knowing in your heart that this may never be..? Do you think about it, day and night, while you stand, while you sit? At what point do you throw caution at the wind, put both feet in, grab the bull by horns? In order to gain the final answer, no option to rescind? Do I have what it takes, Is this achievable? No going back, no more oops, uhm, this was perhaps a mistake? I don’t think I do, No-No,...

DustBunnies and an idiot..

DustBunnies and an idiot..

Where did all the dust come from?? You would be surprised how many dustbunnies i had to catch and kill yesterday!! And most of them were clinging to my pants for dear life.. but I am merciless.. I had *Mr Muscle after all!! How absolutely exhilarating it was when afterwards I walked into the boys room and saw the carpet for the first time in probably weeks.. SexyG surprised me by fixing the oven.. omw.. i am ecstatic at the prospect of being able to bake muffins and make my own garlic bread.. talk about delight.. i could have just dropped and given him 20 right there and then when I found out.. but i was all dusty and grimy so that had to wait !! This is the weekend where the boys go to Arsefuk but for his own reasons J didnt want to go.. so D was left to go...