Madcow .. killed..

I was on a great road, fitness wise that is, a few weeks back.. I faced a big fear..running and conquered it.. then my wheels fell of my trolley and I was left lying on the floor looking helplessly on as my wheels ran down the hill without me. Yes, I was hit with a bout of madcow.. Drooling, incoherent, crying for no bloody good reason, bouts of anger and general ugliness.. But this is officially a thing of the past! Whatever first made me want to murder, maim and destroy has left the building.. I have killed my MAdCow ..dead, stukkend, shattered!! But there were some casualties in this war I declared upon myself.. I stopped training.. Aarrrgh! I have lost all levels of fitness in such a short time.. It almost makes me want to cry again! But to give into the...