Today…

(please note that the below post contains profanity, anger, sadness and other such arb crap.. Stop reading if you are offended by this see CLAUSE B) Today it happened.. I felt it coming for a few days now and yesterday it almost happened.. But today, today it happened.. I think I had what some people term a nervous breakdown. I say I think because my PHD is pending.. I walked out of the office this morning, and proceeded to cry, crying over what you ask? whothefukknows.. I just fukken cried and cried, and not small petite lady cry, either! I am talking snot and bubbly bits coming out of my nose and snorting from fuk knows where crying… I ultimately just cried myself to sleep because there isn’t really anything else a person can do when this happens I...