Day for Dads..

I go about my days and life as normal most days.. I get cranky.. get moody.. threaten, swear, joke, ridicule, torment and laugh just like everybody else… But sometimes I have moments like now when I am reminded that I am an Orphan.. Fathers Day and Mothers Day are very difficult for me as it opens up floodgates of emotions reminding me of how much I still miss my parental units.. Then I try and look at it differently and say to myself, “Hey! Its not so bad.. I am now a Momma and therefore need to allow my pumpkins to love me and spoil me as I am their Parental Unit!!” Doesnt always work.. and of course to make matters worse is that their other paternal member is a scumsucker and I am forced to allow him access and also bite my tongue against bad...