I think a braincell just died…

I have always valued my intelligence.. its my thing.. It might sound silly to most but I cling to each and every braincell for dear life..

I wont even jog because I am afraid of the damage I may cause to my brain bouncing around in there with no protective gear on.. I don’t smoke weed for the same reasons..

Its fine for most people as they don’t tend to care too much even though they know that once you lose a braincell it is gone forever.. never to return.. Funeral notices go out to all the other braincells and then you get a moment where you hit a blank(that’s the service for the braincell that died under way)… But for me all I have is my intelligence.. I cant rely on my looks or my charm.. All I have is my IQ so I look after it.. In fact I will give myself little quizzes from time to time as a treat… !

But now… wait for it… I am dieting and doing serious exercise.. Not the mamsy pamsy stuff I normally get away with either.. I am talking about “actually needing a towel to wipe the sweat” exercise…

And as for the eating.. no more biscuits at night with my coffee.. No more sarmies for lunch… No more chocies with vodka…Nada!

I am terrified… If my body for some reason gets the idea that I am trying to starve myself then it might go into starvemode and destroy my beloved precious braincells… .. WTF!

How the hell am I supposed to deal with this.. its enough to depress me and make me eat something…

I am going to have to tread carefully and not overdo it.. will give this a week and if I dont see an improvement and start to slur … I will continue..

Lets hope I lose more than just a week…

B