What a girl wants…

It is Xmas time again… And all the trees are up and the lights are flashing. I have not put up my Xmas tree yet.. I am waiting for all my kids to be here first.. all four of them! My two handsome boys and Sexy G (my bf) ‘s two lovely Girls… However we are not without trees and tinsel as the road we live in has become an Eskom Nightmare and I am now aware as to why we have been load-shedding so much! The amount of bloody lights out there could power up The Pavillion shopping centre for 2 weeks! So I drive past at night with my shades on and tell the kids not to look directly at it in fear of retinal burn. But even with all of that I just cant get into the Xmas spirit this year… I don’t know if it is due to my mom passing recently or if...